February 28

How everything has changed in such a short time ☹️ I have not been so scared before in my whole life. I cant eat, my legs are weak, and I read news all day. I am drinking whiskey before i go to bed to be able to sleep. I have started to wonder about the best way to take myself out of everything as I dont want to witness this 😭

How could it come to this??

My family are scared, and im not there 😭