April - Easter

When will this horrible situation change? We try to keep ourselves busy, but thats not always easy. Decided to make a garden pond - lots of work done, but one irritation; its not level. Not going to change it, so it will be as it is. Since shops are closed, we have to order everything online, which take time. So no plants in it yet. Looks like a building site in the garden at the moment.

Getting more and more depressed of the news. All these people dying, all this suffering.

But also for my part - i realise i maybe not can see my family again this year and that give me a sort of panic feeling. A feeling of claustrophobia - being trapped.

Todays news from Norway said it was not much chance to travel out this year....and that is bad. I am really not sure how to deal with that